Hmmm.. no more wind ensemble eh? this is sad, that was my favorite band. and its over.... hmmm well i guess there is next year.. but i will miss it, for the first time i got to play music that was acutally hard and soo awsome to play and with a band that sounded amazing.. i loved it... anywho my concert went awsoem today for all yous wondering, i am really tired, so much band = me needing sleep adn feelign liek death. goodnight all!

The world must sreiously hate me... what hte hell did i ever do to anyone?

Hey guys so i back from BC and it was actually rather a fun trip. i am still kinda sad i missed red deer but i am sure you guys did awsome!!!! So i hope you guys all had awsome weeks cause i sure did. well except the whole slut thing, and anyone who knows about that will uinderstand that that realyl did make me mad. But meh i guess thats life, people talk abou to you behind you back and somehow you find out. Meh i will get over it. so this trip: awsome and amazing, ate so much good food, wow thats what happens when they give you so much money jsut for food, i was highly impressed, i ate at actual fancy restaraunts the whole time.. hehe it was fun, so i played mostly all on friday which was awsome! played with symphonic band in the morning, piccolo solo went ok coulda been better but it was alright, had alot of fun, played with the concert band sitting in for people not there, it was boring, i can sightread that much with my eyes closed, yes i am aware that is impossible but shh, played with jazz which was sooo much fun! even though i am not in all that good of a jazz band and i dont get to be an amazing sax player we still sounded realyl awsome it was fun. then oooohhhhhhh!!!!!!!! SHOWCASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! played with wind ensemble as the showcase band for the festival! it was AMAZING!!! we played gaia better than we ever have and the fanfare sounded soo good, but to top it off,... the experience of playing Jens Lindeman! wow it blew me away! holy dam. that guy is amazing. he is liek a trumpet god. adn is such a cool guy. All in all it was awsome. Went shopping mostly on saturday, found a music store.. hehe bought a ukulele.. hehe this is what happens when you put me in a music store.. hehe i am a nerd! anywho so then i went to a Dr. Funk concert dance thing, it was really cool they are like tower of power bascially it was soo awosme! anywho then the lovely journey or 11 hours to get home today it was alright, almost had to rip a kids nuts off he was pissing me off sooo much but i am good, i just slept. anywho i am done tambling i haven't slept in a long time and even though there is only an hour time difference it is still wierd. okie buh byes! luv yah all!

Amber! you are awsome! i hope you guys has fun with band this weekend!

Krista! you are also awsome, and a littel wierd but awsome wierd! awsomism all the way! hehe we win!

Lora! So we both missed band this weekend... hehe we have like a mising band team! i hope you had amazing fun at drama thingy!

Dani! hope you had fun this weekend!, i need to talk to you about something! come talk to me!

Steve! You are my hero! dont worry i was never mad at you, slightly confused not mad, i am sorry you thought i was mad at you. yoiu are awsome! and i am sorry i couln't hang out with you at band htis weekend, i missed you ALOT

Andrew! i havn't' talked to you since i got back.. hmm... odd.. well hope you did well thids weekend

Andrew Morrow.... you really shouldn't be such a jerk ass to me..i thouhgt you were suppsoed to be my freind... what the hell happnend?

Lee! oh you will be awsome dont you worry!!!!! you we be amazing and yes i will eb your number one fan!

Dustin! Twas awsoem seeing you in bc, no i did not mean to get you in trouble i am sorry, hope you had a blast! be happy!

everyone else.. i luv yah all, you are all amazing! if you are in a marching band! hope you had an awsome weekend in red deer adn such! if not well haha sucks to be you, band is awsome!!! no i am sorry i love you all! heh buh byes

Hey guys.. so i haven't done this in a long time so realyl it shall be an updat on my life at this current time.. hmm whats new
1=> Kiwanis went ok.. there was alot of confusion wiht musci and such but in the end it was ok... me and megan got 2nd on our duet! that was good. coulda had first but meh.
2=> Schools going pretty good.. its great i found my back pack and dont have to redo modules that woulda really sucked.. but i liek school and i especially liek band at school it is awsome!
3=> Stetsons is going farely good right now, i am really excited about tour, adn here are alot fo great peopel there! this year will be awsome i cant wait till england.. i have never done worlds before this should be amazing.
4=> Steve is awsome! i love my steve, and i love the bracelet it is soo pretty! i was soo impressed. you are amazing!
5=> i think i might have run outa things to talk about.....
6=> i leave for nelsoon bc soon that will be soo much fun!! i get to be bed buddys wiht my kirsty! she is my hero and amanda and breanna we will haev such a blast, it will be soo much fun.. oh dont wrry i got the brownines covered!!!hehe yay!
7=> i did my honoyr badn recording today it went soo well i was soo impressed i was scared at first but it was easy, it was fun and it was cool. piccolo sounds pretty in the sdtudio.. hehe i win! ooh and me and ian.. ooh impressive! holy techincal batman!
8=> i have wind ensemble audition soon and whether or not i audtion for mount royal acaday which i might it would be awsome, both these auditoons are in the beginnning of may. they shoudl be a blast!
9=> ahh nothing really left to ay that i can think of right now.....

okie well lets ay some things to the most improtant people in my life!

Krista! : dont worry at all it will eb a balst, i am always here for you no mater what!! Awsomism!!!!!!! oh yeh amazingly sexy! thats right!

Amber! : your awsome and amazing!

Dani! : those two days were awsome! i miss it! we shall do this again! and again! oh rollerblading will be a blast!!! and no i haven't forgotten!

Lora! : i knwo i haevnt' talked to you in a while, and i dont know if you are even ever gonna read thisbut hey, i miss being your freind i really do, we should talk some time. i have'n't forgotten!

Andrew! : there has to be atlest somethign good! its good that you are alive and all your freinds and family is still here being your freinds and family! thats good right? be happy!

Steve!!: you are awsome! the bracelet is amaxing i love it. saturday shall be fun! i am excited!!! we need to talk more often its sad i never get to talk to you...:(

i dunno who esle to say stuff too! how bout i have alot more freinds an di love you all to bits i jsut dont have the time to write too all of you!! i love you all!!!

So another performance done wiht. Quite the stupid adventure. Basically i got told that i was playing my suite modal by bloch so i practised my ass off today to have it perfrectly memorized and then i get there to find out i am playing my other concerto so ahh i freak out, get yelled at alot, she wouldn't let me play it from memory cause i hadn't practised with my acompniast with out music so i was in a pretty pissed off mood most of the time. never the lessi did good i guess. i know i coullda done alot better but i guess not much i can do about that now but jsut work hard and make my last two awsome! i hope she lets ,me play without music tomorrow or i am gonan kill her. Gah. andywho gotta go buh byes. You are all awsome! dont have time for shout outs execpt a couple very quickly. Andrew: dont worry you will do awsome! Amber: its ok that you couldn't come cause realyl it isn't the one i wanted you too see anyways that one is tomorro apperently. buh byes. luv yah all

Hey all! So i am in a good mood so decided that i would write again. Had kiwanis today it was fun. Did better than i thought i would. Meh i am still scared about tomorrow it worries me..... Anywho had a fun night, went to Henderitmes concert it was cool then for ooohhh wait for it..... CHOCOLATE MALT FRAPACCINO.. hehe it was impressive... and had no coffee in it. i was excited. yes i am odd whats new. Any who i must sleep so i dont die tomorrow. Buh Byes! Amber!!!: You are my hero! So muvh fun, my god its liek the summer again!!! we win!!! Andrew!!!: You will do awsome! dont worry abou tit! you are great! Dani!!!: You rock too! i am sure you did awsome today! we need to get together again adn hang out i miss that! Lee!!!: Yay stories you impress me soo much! you make me happy! Ruhee!!!: You did great today! Your awsome! Flute is fun. Never give it up! And yeh i have 3 more performances this week, alot harder ones though so i am scared but meh. Krista!!!: Yay new piccolos are fun!!! You are my hero! Dont worry about, hes wont bite.. hard.. no seriously jsut talk to him. Umm must sleep sorry if i forgot anyone i luv you all!!!

So really i have decided that i really suck at this life thing... if i am not hurting someone in some way or another i am doing stupid things or not doing things right and just getting yelled at.. i am quite sick of this. DOnt have much to say so i am gonan stop. Bye.

Lee: i'm not sure you are reading this.. but I'M SORRY.

Krista: lalala i dunno. hehe can i tell him??? you only said amber couldn't...?

Amber: i dont know when i will get a new one but i sure will! i promise! Thanks a bazillion times for taking my shift today.. although i probly woulda rather worked than gone to my lesson... okie you amazing.

Dani: Hey! okie i dunno what to say! so you are awsome!

Andrew: you aren't back yet but that doesn't mean i cant write this: you are awsome!! never forget it!

Krysta: come back! you know you miss it....

Anyone else.. have a super day i love you all. buh byes

Well hello, i have no idea y i haven't written in this for so long, i jsut haven't had time, so much i could have talked about jsut didn't want to. Well school is going ok for me right now.. except mybe english because i have no idea whats going on but i have 96% in foods and 80 in bio 30 so i am doing farely well... umm idont have alot to say cause i dunno just dont. i hope you are all having a blast and having fun. umm okie i done. yes i realize this is short but meh what can yah do?

Dani!: Your awsome and i luv yah!

Amber! i will get a new one i promise! and i think the pressure must build hehe!!! we realyl do need a car although that would be soo scary! hehe fun!

Steve!: You are awsome! sorry about the whole making fun of you thing, you know we just being silly. i will email you the stuff tongiht for uvic tonight! buh byes!

Andrew!: you are my hero and you are soo awsome! dont worry about the week off from practising it will be ok, you are awsome adn i know you can do it! and this is definitely more important right now! i hope you are doing ok... i will talk to you when you get back!

Krista!: I am sorry to hear about your cousin but life will get better i promise. and i am still sorry! you are awsome!

and for any one else: i luv you all!

ooh by the way if any of you would like to come see me perform at kiwanis festival my times are as follows:
monday march 15th~ piccolo solo~ 9:00 am
tuesday march 16th~ flute concerto~ 7:00 pm
wednesday march 17th~ flute solo~ 10:30 am
thursday march 18th! ~ flute/piccolo duet thinger~ 1:00 pm

I came to realioze today how much music means to me! it just makes my life better. it makes me soo happy! yay! okie i must go, ihave to get up early to go to physio(shudder...) btu therefore i need sleep now. you are all awsome and i luv you all!

I HATE LIFE, its as simple as that.